Something is Working.

Ive been feeling so much better today and part of yesterday. Im not sure if its just my mood, luck, or that the medicine is working and my body is adjusting to it. Im not near as sad, nor near as angry. I dont get infuriated at random moments. I think thats the Lamictal helping me :)
My boyfriend was so happy to see me being in a good mood. He wrote me the sweetest quote last night after I was in a funky sort of mood and not happy, not mad, and not sad. I was just bothered, but this quote made me feel so much better. I didnt have near as many doubts of him ever leaving me.

"Stop it. If you don't want to be with me, if this is too much for you right now, it's okay. But you're gonna have to break up with me, because I'm not going anywhere. I can handle the mess. It's up to you."

So that was sweet. Its off of Last night episode of Greys I think.
But im trying to move out, my roommate is soo irritating. She overly controlling and turns everythign into a competition and an argument and wont stop arguing until you either leave the room or just say ok whatever your right. She invites herself everywhere with us but people dont care for her at all since she is so rude and annoying.
But.. I hope to find someone to take over my lease. its up in May of 2009. I found one friend, hes gay and my roommate ahs alot of gay friends, but im not sure if she will like him. Everyone does so i hope she does as well. And if so, then i will explain to her that i want him to take over my lease.
Well I hope it works out and I stay in this good state of mind.