My roommate went out of town for this past weekend so my sister stayed with my boyfriend and I at my apt. Friday and sat night I took her out with us so she could meet my friends and hopefully meet a guy. I was trying my best to hook her up with a few goodlooking, tall, semi-intelligent guys. She was interested in one that i showed her online, but he didnt show up. Then I introduced her to a guy I have been infatuated with for over a year. He recently broke up with his girlfriend so when I was single.. he was not. Now that he is single, I am not. So they met and I invited him over to my place. My sister just wanted to sleep with someone decent and I told him that and he was fine with it. So my boyfriend and I stay the night over at his apt which is right next door (we share a wall).
It ended up my sister slept with the guy that night. I was partially glad because shes been wanting to have a one nighter for a long time. But on the other hand, I was so disgusted and jealous. Earlier that night the guy had told me how he would have dated me if he had known I was interested in him. I couldnt believe it. I was mad at myself for not initiating anything in the past year. Or at least becoming better friends with him.
I feel awful for being jealous since I have an amazing boyfriend. But its so difficult to imagine him having sex with my sister after I had fantasized about it for quite some time.
Ugh, this was two nights ago and im still bothered.
They text eachother and she wants to meet up with him again. Im happy for her and I suppose its best if she spends time with him again so that I will end whatever infatuation I have towards him.
This is annoying.
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Hi your so lucky that you have a boyfriend and lots of support I dont have nether.I cant seem to be able to have a boyfriend im jelous my bf left me acouple weeks after I told him what happened to me he said that he was ok with it but I know that why he left me.
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