Im several days into my Wellbutrin and Klinopin.. I havent lost all my emotion such as with Zoloft but I think I need a higher dosage. Im not as sad but enough to make me too unmotivated with my life. Bad. I need all the motivation I can get. Especially with school. And it doesnt seem to be helping with my anxiety. Sure my anxiety is through the roof, but the doc was hoping Wellbutrin would help oh well. Klinopin in my anti anxiety and its barely effecting me. Last night I was able to sleep for 3 hours. And I only got those three hours in because I was absolutley wasted. But I didnt have any flashbacks so thats great!
For the past few hours I have just been online and sitting in bed, with the occassional bathroom trip. My head is spinning and my klinopin sucks and is not taking it away. Urgh. I feel like im goign to go insane.. if im not already there yet.
I would take a Xanax but last week I made that mistake and all day at school I was high as a kite. bad choice. But at least my head was clear ;)
I think I may go put some makeup on. It usually lifts my mood a bit.. not feeling so gross and like a bum. At least with makeup I can pretend im feeling normal.
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